Today before I came to work I listening to the news and there was this cyclist competitor who didn't want to go on a drug test after the race and okay I understand that because if you have taken sometthing you won't want to loose everything when they see it in the test but why had he lied of his home address also... That is something what I don't understand. This guy have been already a very long time a cyclist competitor so woudn't he know about everything already.

After this news report I started to wonder how much the world have change in only few decades. Now you can't trust anyone anymore and you have to be very carefully in giving your personal informations to someone/something. Here in Finland few decades ago you didn't even need to clock your doors at night in a smaller cityes (Helsinki have always been little different.... but it the town also have changes to the worce in few years time) and woman could walk on a street very late on evening and nothing happened. Now you can't even turn on TV or read a newspaper without knowing that there has again happened something. There is more crime, terrorism, heckles, rapes, cons and violences to goods than ever before and the number only gets higher every year. Do people actually want to live in world like this or are we to scare to do something to get rid of the bad things ? Why does people who make these things do it and why are they like they are ? I know that some of them are sick but peoples like that have always been so how could we taken care of them better few decdes ago or have people now a days got more sick....

For me this "not trurst people" is little bit difficult because I have always been little naive and I want to think that all people are good deep (deep) inside. I trust little bit too much on everyone although I have worked with people who tries to do everything to con you. When I workd at hospital I saw a lot of things that might have fraitened many but not me. I still belive in good in people. I also worked at the Employments agency for many years and there you saw all kind of people and many of them was criminals or people who wanted to live a easy life so they make up things to con me. Now you think that I stoped to belive in people but no. I still trust everyone. Okay then I worked at the Real Estate Company as a renter and there people lied of everything, of course most of the credit reference. Yeah and I still belive in people.... I think I never can stop beliving althoug my husband is very suspicious of everything and everyone. Of couse it starts to impact on me that I hears so much on news and of peoples talks about everything so I am little more carefull that before but some how I think it's very sad when you have to all the time think how carefully and scare you need to be. It's like you don't anymore feel safe and you can't forget anything, like some night you leave your car doors open in mistake and next morning the car is not there anymore..... Or something like that. Now a days you cant' even leave any working tools outside over the night, they will have disappeared for sure on morning....

Even in my little hometown Vaasa there start to be all kind of crimes, other violence and cons so we can't feel that safe anymore, not in the same way like before. I don't actually want to live my life in fair of something happening. In my last workplace there was a worker who was so scare of everything and she didn't want to her boys to grow up and be independent. She is still really scare of leting them go out alone, go to swim, stores or some where like that and I was like thinking how can this have happened because this woman have been before a very brave one and worked in many different countries and done all kind of things there and now she is like this, a very scary woman, and she is not old, only 43 years old so I don't know how can she have changes this much after she got the children..... Is the world going to this ?

Would that be a nice wold when you can't go out anymore because you are afraid of something (crime, polution, cons, violence, people... You name it). The houses will be like strongholds/prisons so that who tries to come in can't enter. You will work from home and do shopping through very securitet computer/phone. You will only have a virtual lover and maybe there won't even be chidren anymore. Cloned people will be born as a adults and then they behave like robots. There won't be any food left because it's not safe to eat. You will get a pill what will give you all the things what body needs. And the list goes on and on, thill there is nothing left.... 

What do you think ?