Oh wonderful it's already wednesday and I have only few days to that my very short vacation will start. I am already waiting eagerly for it although I will be angry on how short it is but it's better than nothing . We had the whole yesterday wonderful sunny weather but now on morning it looked like it might raintoday, again. I hope not because I would feel for lttle warm and sun shine now and I do hope next week will be really good weather and warm so that I won't freezeout there in bushes . It will be fun to meet all these people who we have started to know from these last times when the Rally have been here. I have been to this Rally for about 7 years and my husband have been to something like 15 times. We alweays meet some new people who we start to talk with and it so fun. I don't like to sit on special stages and watch cars (only the first 20 is ok) but I like to watch people and listening what they are saying to each other, no mather what languages they are talking. Even I don't understand what they are saying I think it's fun because it's so interesting to see how they say the words and how they behave. Sometimes people notice I am checking up them and then they start to talk so that's great. I love to talk with people .

I don't know how this happens but it seems to be so that I always break everything and I don't know why. I don't know if I have a bad touch or something like that  because when I try to do something I either break it or transform it to something else . I start to have a small fair of touching things and at home I always say to my husband that can you put the dvd on because I might break it if I do it (it have happened so many times already. I only need to press one button but some how it never goes like I have planed....). This is actually quite weird because I only need to look at some machine it goes "kaput" (asunder) and I never know how or why. Okay I am not at all technical but still it won't go asunder only of watching or can it ? . I also ruin a lot of stuff and I never wanted or planed to do that but some how it always ended up bad when I have either cleaned or done something else. I don't know why this happens but it might because I never really think when I am doing something, I only do it and then afterward see what happened and get shocked. The other thing is that I am always in hurry when I do things. I have never been a organized and pedantic person. I am more like, okay this need to be done now and I hope I will get it done easily and fast. This way I also work so some jobs I am really good at but some I am not. Like go through invoices is not the best work for me because here you need to be very precise and I am not that all (not even close). I do huge amount of mistakes and then they complate and I have to clear things out (blääh ). I am not doing this on purpose but they some how thinks like that after all. I do hope to get some other work where my other great skill will come in handy because I know there are namy work like that (I have already have few of them) but some how they are always very hard to get when I am already in a workplace I don't fit or enjoy to be. I am little bit nervous over that I will stay here for a long time and I don't want to do that. I try everyday to see if there will be some other work available at the units where I know I would be a better worker but there are any yet. Hopefully come more now in August. I would right away apply for it and hope for to get it also. Hold you fingers scrossed .

Okay now I need to start to work little again. Have to ask through email if people inside ABB would send me some invoices before Cash in Time starts on first of August. Well nice to ask for invoices.... well yeah, I though that same...()